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HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TANLISYN :D

HAHAHA! :D Thanks for being such a fantastic (ex)haojiemei and for always being there for me :D I hope you had a gr8 time ytd with the rest! :D HAHAH VIDEOCALLING IS FUN, we must do it more often :D

anyw,

I LOVE HERCULES :D OMG THE GREEK GOD, SON OF ZEUS. :D I was watching Disney's Hercules on youtube ytd at around 2am, DAMN NICE, brought back so many memories. :D

I think it's so awesome how he braves monsters (hahaha in modern day these are the obstacles in life we face each day), and goes on to find where he truly belongs. Awesome music, powerful lyrics; I love Michael Bolten's raspy voice. (: This song gets me so inspired (((:

anyw, LUCAS GABREEL'S HAPPY SONG :D OMG sing along to this whenever you're down (: LUCAS FTW; love him :D:D:D:D

the author didn't allow emb-ing, so this is the link :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QMKcvhXintM

JIAYOU EVERYONE, 2 more dayys (((((((((((((((((:

This is beautiful.

The day light breaks again,
Another day has begun.

But still no sleep has come.
My body is weary,
My mind overworked.

I lie awake thinking,
But what I am unsure.

I need to break free from the cycle I endure.
Everyday is the same and the nights are
undistinguished.

I feel as though I am being pushed along with the tide,
Unable to break free from the everyday flow.

This is not me,
I need to change,
before time takes over,
And I am unable to change.

I need to be freed from the grasp of ordinary
And become that person I have always longed for.

Express myself in every way,
and conquer the dreams as I lie awake.

Then I may fall asleep and
put my mind to rest.
Make changes in my life and help those in need.

I would like to touch everyone's life in a positive way
And leave my mark on society before I fade

away.

I don't rmb mugging for Olvls to be that painful; maybe I was more pumped up back then, with a clear goal: GO HWACHONG. Now I'm not sure what I wanna do, where I wanna go, and life's mired in uncertainty.

Study cus everyone's studying, cus results are everything; ya i know i know, everyone's been drilling tt into me.

Sometimes you can't help but wanna escape from it all, just drown urself in a glass of 1775 Sherry, or pop insomnia pills into ur mouth like they are yummy candies haha.

I wanna go help old people, I wanna help put crooks in jail, I wanna make this world a better place.

But now, Electromagnetic Induction.

Wtf.

Disappointed in you.

Anyw, I just read Howard's blog entry regarding how he felt toward the possibility of an extension of the june holidays. I think there are not many like him who would think beyond the selfish reasons for wanting a holiday extension, and so I'm really proud of him :D hahahah yay mama-pride.

It's true that the reason behind most students (in fact 99%) wanting that holiday extension would be to have more time to study/sleep/catch up on time lost in the 3 weeks of holiday that have alr passed. I am no exception. And since that's because we wanna do better, there really isn't anything wrong in that. The terrible part would be when we start wishing more people come down with the virus, BEST IS SOMEONE IN OUR SCHOOL, so school for us will surely start one week later. That's inhuman to the max thinking of all the suffering the H1N1-stricken people have to endure; I agree with Howard.

The thing is, I don't think the people who 'wish for the rise in severity of the H1N1 communal spread' really want it to happen, I don't think no one's that inhuman --it's just that in order for the holidays to be extended (for them to do whatever revision/playing they want), the situation has to perhaps worsen considerably. It's a chain effect kind of thing.

Anyw, my mugging plan has reached the epitome of failure, and while I hope the H1N1 situation in Singapore improves, I also hope MOE will give us that one week of holiday (2 weeks also can haha) to help contain the virus plus give us abit more time to prepare for BT2 and rest before full-fledged chionging.

I am angry and mad that I am grounded. And if I had the choice, I wouldn't be stuck at home. I would be at Mark's house with jmll, or at lisyn's with yanqi and meiting and regina studying. So don't come tell me about empty promises that I've made cus

1) I don't make empty promises.
2) It's not up to me, and I respect my mother's decision no matter how angry I am cus she is my mother.

So okay, I went to run cus I have new sports apparel! :D haha mok dont worry lah, before that day i didn't have any also! :D i buy you for xmas.

i miss my 6V, and faccom and everything in sch. and while i want an extended holiday i can't wait to get back to school so we can go back to our usual crap haha :D sch life is fun with great company.

okay. i go back to electromagnetism.

meanwhile, jiayou everyone (: suffering not long more.

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

I'm going shopping with my momo later on to get SPORTS APPAREL :D

Haha, I managed to convince momo that if I had ADIDAS Sports T-Shirts and nice workout shorts, I'd be motivated to run, and she went, OKAY SET, WE GO BUY :D

So hurrrayyyy. (:

Ahhhh of late I've been addicted to useless things like WordChallenge, and PET SOCIETY (omg) on fb, thanks to my mei who introduced the fb apps to me. Very distracted ): cmon cmon jiayou jiamin! (:

anyw on a lighter note, TLS BOOKED HOTEL :D HAHAHAHA :D

It's gonna be so fun! :D spending the wkend before BT2 celebrating tls's 18th (or rather, 19th) birthday at MERITUS MANDARIN :D

woooo damn exciting :D must go scout for her gift alr (: thankyou tanlisyn! (:

and jiayouu to all the 6V people who are mugging in sch tday! :D

wheeee! :D

Haha, I'm sorry for the lack of updates, Mark's right - when you haven't updated in lightyears, you indubitably get this immense inertia to update cus you rly don't know where to start :/

Haha, I don't really have much to say, I only rmb last Wed was PYQ's 18th birthday, and the coolerific surprise party we planned for her :D random phone calls with tls, holeonyoon etc etc. (: Chestnut drive tutoring on Thursday! :D haha that was quite fun! the students are rly rly nice :D I met Alas, Eddy and Weijian lol :D Alas is a super talented artist and taptap player lol! eddy's tap tap also quite zai lah :D ahhhh!

missed Clique 13 lunch on thursday too, cus of golf lessons :/ sorry clique 13! ): I still miss and love you guys alot alot and i got damn alot of yummy stuff for yall from msia, give you all soon :D

so now its like mugging mania at home. i bet everyone's also mugging, and feeling the strain from it ): It's like Olvls all over again.

You're tired and you rly don't feel like mugging anymore but you know you can't stop cus the moment you stop, you're gonna fall behind ur schedule like some shit and not have the motivation to resume mugging (like me, now).

and you know you can't afford to stop muggin, so you force yourself to the chair. it's damn sian. ): the things i'ld do to go out and play volley volley now.): argh but its raining cats and dogs wts. ):

ahhhhhhh. wanna go slp. ):

everyone jiayou okay ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((: